Leather and Lace on Flickr.
The same amount of planning, styling, lighting and editing goes into my pictures of models and my self portraits. The same amount.
But guess which one is going to get more attention and reblogs?
Not the ones with me in it.
Paper Doll Saint John on Flickr.
Patric on Flickr.
I cut my own hair again. on Flickr.
Oh, I’m beautiful now? Then why haven’t you people ever reblogged me. You know who the fuck you are.
All this talent, all this creativity, all this wit and intelligence doesn’t mean a fucking thing. The hours I spend creating images PALE in comparison to the amount of attention you give photos of hot guys.
What hurts most, deepest to my core, is that the very people who ignore me and don’t reblog me are friends and people who I trusted and who have confidently told me I’m sexy.
If I’m sexy, then why are you not giving any attention to the photos I work hard to create, but I see you reblogging other asian men? Simple. Because you’re a liar and I’m not sexy. I’m ugly and thank you for showing me that.
New hat on Flickr.
Dear people of Tumblr.
It’s fucked up how I work hard on images like these and they get no attention, while some cute asian posts a webcam photo of themselves after their haircut and they get 50+ notes.
You’re the reason I hate myself and what I look like. I wish I looked like someone else, anyone but me.
Thanks for making me feel worthless.
Cheyne
Leather and Lace on Flickr.
Via Flickr:
Today’s self portrait is simple; no tricks up my sleeve. It’s just me.







